let me go back to this picture

in this picture as i said i am the one with the three arm bands in gold on gray ; as you look at the picture think you are looking at the stained glass window above the alter ; the candle that went out and the birds came to sing at the window is on the same side as the three arm bands ; it is the last candle put out at the alter (for i was an alter boy at st johns) ; this is the arm that bears the tattoo ; that i stated needs to be removed from my arm before i am buried ; and as i said a bended knee at the pew as you leave or enter the pew was customary (for every knee shall bend) but i stand for communion at the alter ; the colours to the wall in the old pictures are mine liken to a family named crest ; 5200 years to faith ; and 52 years at st johns ; and i said no gays !!! ; and i am not gay ; and the father in heaven spoke as scripture dictates ; but those in house refuse to acknowledge this as do many and tempting me is tempting the father ; without prejudice ; and to deny me is to deny the father ; and that is but a seating set to hell, as it is written and i will care not to whom that might be ; that finds their seat set to hell, and the lake of fire ; without prejudice ;