i rember as a child

that you all complain of this and that ; that we all have complaints ; the dreaded "n" word ; i heard it as a child directed in my direction ; that was i called that also ; maybe my skin or that of one i knew to blood was not quite as white as another ; for in resent their has been an increase in hate crimes against "jew" and blacks according to some news accounts from the toronto ontario area ; we have all been offended ? i have been called everything but the kitchen sink ; just rember this ; the lord your g*d suffered all these things also ; his torment was also in spirit ; was it or was it not ; for he pleaded with the father that it not have to be he ; in the spirit you can only be with the father ? for the father is in spirit also ; omnipresent ; but in the end he fullfilled the will of the father ; in the flesh ; called the devil and a saviour at the same time ; for truely i am blessed ; the father that what is in heaven has shown himself in spirit ; he has spoken in many ways ; he came not to save the saved but the dambed ; then i am dambed for i have been saved i have seen the heaven but 1 and 2 move in mysterious ways ways ; i have tasted his power and glory ; but like a hidden manna or food and i had to walk through hell to tast it ; i have seen the spirit of the lord my g*d move ; by no will of mine but by his will alone ; did he show me ; praise g*d and no one but him alone ; i have tasted the spirit of g*d first hand as but his hand walked across the earth and in heaven ; as but you say i guess in ways dos 10 ; for a window opened in heaven ; amen ; praise g*d ; grace be with you ;